I want love
When you experience being loved once, that is, when you find someone who loves you more than you, and that love ends, you become addicted to love. I am like this too. Most of the time I have been a loved person, but at the same time I have been the loneliest person most of the time.
It's been 4 years since I last had a relationship, and it will be 5 years towards the end of the year.
Maybe it's not normal to always want to be in love. I mean, after all, these things only happen on screens. But when a person is loved once, they want to taste that love again.
I can live in love again, it's actually very easy. All I have to do is get a job and inform my family about it. That's it. So, I live in a relationship according to the values I have.The fact that I don't experience love because I don't have anything right now can actually be considered normal.