Hi Everyone

I'm a little unhappy today. I'm trying to figure out whether my unhappiness is caused by the weather or by a wrong decision I made.

The weather here is overcast and rainy most of the year.It was overcast today too, and it started to rain towards evening.Anyway, since today is Sunday, I decided to go shopping.I bought some really nice things too, but I regret those two pairs of shoes I bought last.

The first question is: did I really need the shoes ? No.

The second question: Why did the shoes that looked nice in the display window start to look bad to me from the moment I left the store ?

I can make bad decisions like this from time to time, but this time, I think my unhappiness was compounded by also falling for the "buy two, get one free" campaign.

For someone like me who doesn't know how to manage money—or for someone who makes impulsive decisions and indulges in pleasure—this life can sometimes become unbearable.

I haven't been receiving therapy for a long time either; maybe my inability to express certain things also has an effect on my unhappiness.